Happy Eid Aidiladha

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Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidiladha...

Jodoh

Andainya dia baik untuk dunia dan akhiratku, maka satukanlah kami dalam istilah cinta yang berakhir dengan perkahwinan yang Engkau redhai. Tapi, andainya dia tidak baik untuk dunia dan akhiratku, maka pisahkanlah kami dalam istilah persahabatan dan persaudaraan Islam.

Love Someone

Islam didn’t make it Haram for you to fall in love. It didn’t forbid you from wanting someone. It only guides that love so it protects you, her, your families and especially saves you from humiliation on judgment day. If you love her so much, why are you ok with letting her engage in this questionable relationship knowing full well that she will have to answer Allah just like you will. You don’t love her enough to save her from that?

Tomorrow

When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again.
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing you.
When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by.
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph.

Around me loneliness is spreading.
Vision is being blurred by tears.
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips.

Arwah Hazif Imran

Pada tarikh 11.Nov.2011. Aku telah kehilangan salah seorg yg aku syg iaitu sepupu aku yg bernama Mohd Hazif Imran. Dia bkn setakat sepupu, tapi aku dah anggap dia sebagai abg, kawan, partner gay, aku sendiri. Kehilangan dia mmg susah aku nk terima sbb mase tu, dialah yg satu-2nye paham jiwa aku. Mungkin Allah lebih sygkan dia. Aku harap dia ditempatkan di kalangan org-2 yg beriman.

Dia meninggal sbb barah otak. Dah laa masa die nk hembuskan nafas yg terakhir, aku ade disamping die. Mase tu aku tidur, lepas tu aku sedar sbb terdgr dia batuk-2. Kuat gila. Die ckp yg die okay dan suruh aku smbung tidur. Dan bile die bgun nk pergi ke bilik air, die terlentang dan pengsan. Die hembuskan nafas yg terakhir die dlm kereta ats paha aku. 

Memories

We used to love during the many days we were together,

We used to hurt together, making each other’s pain our own.

We used to like each other, you laughed at my smile,

We used to cry together- you were pained by my tears.

Where are you? Can’t you hear my voice?

Can't you see my tired body? 

My pained heart is looking for you,

Is calling out to you, crazily.

One Man

It must've been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless.
Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything,
Like your friend, like your shadow.

We must've been together always. When you're having hard time and you are sad, even when you're lonely. Holding onto separation a bit longer,
Even when I'm hurting to wipe away your tears..

There's a man. Who loves you so much.
There's a man. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path were you can always reach me
I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

My First Love

Mse aku form 3.. aku nie boleh dkatekn gengster laa jugak.. ade sorg bdk perempuan nie.. Cntik sgt.. Tudung die pun labuh.. Sedap mate memandang lah.. Die bdk bru kt skolah aku.. Die duk kelas first.. but aku second.. al maklum laa.. aku ni bknnye pndai sgt mse tu.. Ade suatu hri nie.. Aku ckp kt kawan aku suh kirim slm kt diaa.. beberape minit kemudian... kwn aku mai balik and kwn die kirim slm balik.. waah! happy giler mse tu.. Start tu.. aku mule berhubung ngn die melalui fon.. kiteorg jdi makin rpat.. Sehinggalah mempunyai hubungan istimewa..

Die selalu dorong aku utk belajar bersungguh2.. kiteorg selalu study sme2.. But.. No pegang2 laa.. bkn muhrim.. Mse PMR.. Alhamdulillah.. Aku dpt straight A.. terime kasih kat die.. Dsbbkn keputusan tu.. Aku dpt naik kelas time form 4..

Hentam je laa

Aku pakat buat jaa ni.. Abis xthu nk wt cmne..
Ermmm.. tujuan aku wt blog nie sbb aku nk luahkn segale yg tersimpan kt hati nie.. aku dh xthan.. Segale yg tersimpan kt hati nie.. Akan aku luahkn kt blog nie.. Insya'allah dgn wt cmtu.. Hati aku nie akn lebih tenang dan tenteram.. Ermmm.. siape aku? Aku adalah hamba Allah.. :)
Nme aku xperlu thu.. secret in taman.. umur aku 15 ke ats.. Tgl kt Dunya..